Yesterday was my Dr. day, I went to both of them yesterday (my medical dr. and my therapist) so we don't have to go 2 days this week! Things went good with my therapist... she was happy with all that I have been doing the past few weeks. But, she still wants me to loosen up some. She doesn't want me to be so structured, and to stop trying to be "perfect". I've been trying to loosen up though, I want to enjoy my life. I want to be a fun person, someone that people like to be around.
Things went fine at the clinic as well. Since I had been sick I thought I may have lost a little bit, but I actually gained a little. I don't know how much, they won't tell me, but I know I didn't loose. Bonnie (my nutritionist) wasn't there, she had a family emergency, so nothing changed with my meal plan. The doctor that examined me said I had a fan club! She said all the dr.'s and medical students there liked me! So that made me feel good!! There was a girl there, i had seen her there before, but yesterday was her last visit. She was "kicked" out! She had been going to the clinic since 2005, and was hospitalized twice... but now she is recovered and she's going off to college. That really gave me hope that I can recover... I know for sure that this will be a part of my life forever. It's not something you just forget, I know the scars will always remain, but I do have hope that I will enjoy my life again, that I will be able to live a normal life. God will bring Beauty from my Pain....
Sweet Girl, God will use this in a mighty way and He will heal you of your pain and scars. He will also use this to turn you in to a beautiful young woman that can help others in their time of pain and frustration. You will forever be changed by the things that life throws your way but God will allow you to be a blessing to others.
ReplyDeleteI have a bible verse for you but unfortunately I am still out of town and I can't quote it exactly. I will add it later. Praying for you! Love Aunt Sherrie