Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Failed Test

First of all, no hospital. I gained weight, so I didn't have to go back into the hospital yesterday. But, I did have to get a flu shot and my arm is sore from that!!

But, I did the one thing I was determined not to do. I gave into Twister on the way home. I failed the test. I knew it was coming and I was determined I wasn't going to give into him. Right after I got out and we started home I was ok. I actually thought I could do it.... but then he started nagging me and I gave in. I didn't eat my snack like I was suppose to, I listened to him and obeyed him. Last night was just really, really hard. I am now trying to pick myself, no, I'm letting God pick me back up and put me back on track. It's hard. But, so far today I've done what I'm suppose to do. I fell, pretty hard, but I am trying to get back up and get my determination back. Will this cycle ever end?

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  1. How are you doing today? Keep praying and reading those scriptures!

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  2. Kaitlyn,
    We are so glad you did not have be admitted to the hospital! We love you and are praying for you.
    In some of the Psalms, David seemed to be fighting against many enemies-Saul, former friends, even his own son. In Psalm 35 he says,"Contend, O Lord, with those who contend with me, fight against those who fight against me."
    I pray that God will fight against Twister for you and bring you peace and victory.
    Love,
    Mary

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