Why?

Why am I having to go through all this pain? All this suffering? All this stress? All this stuff that I can't handle? As you probably guessed I'm not having a very good day. I knew it was going to be a bad one, I was feeling fat this morning and really wanted to work out but I can't work out today. Then, later into the day I started having trouble with geometry which made me stressed, which made me feel more fat which made me feel very overwhelmed. Twister is really attacking me today, and I'm just letting him. Why can't I just let all this go? Why do I have to keep holding onto this?