Late Night & Morning

Today hasn't been the best.
I was out late last night and so I woke up really late this morning. It seems silly, but that really messed me up. I don't like to eat breakfast late, and I wanted to get up and work out. I've fought through it, mostly. But it's just been really, really tough. I'm trying to draw strength from God, but at times it's hard. That controlling part of me just wants to try and handle it on my own. I know all I have to do is just let go and let God. I just don't understand how something so simple is so hard for me...