Thursday, January 29, 2009

Waking up to a struggle

I just got back from my appointment with the psychiatrist. She is putting me on some medicine that is hopefully going to help with my depression and my mood. It's a little scary, but I'm going to try it.

Today has been hard. It's really hard to wake up to a struggle everyday. This is literally like an addiction. But unlike alcoholics and drug addicts, I'm going to have to face food everyday of my life. Today hasn't been the best.. but I'm trying not to skip any meals. I at least don't need to loose any weight, that would be really bad!! But I really am doing the best I can. I'm trying.

3 comments:

  1. I appreciate that you keep trying. Dont forget to go through your blogs and note the honest and dishonest to yourself/others statements.
    Trust. Believe. Choose life.

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  2. You looked beautiful ma'am tonight at the bible study! hope what Erika said helped you, b/c it def. applied to all of us I think!! Just seek God and he can heal you! :) One day you will look back on this and see how you are much stronger and have grown in Christ! :)

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  3. I'm soo very glad you came last night to Thirty.One. I'm def. keeping it at 7 just so you can come! I love you!!!! HUGE!!!

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