Verses!!!!

I'm sorry for not posting lately, I've still been quite busy!

I've been doing about the same. As far as my attitude, it's much better. I mean some of my friends say I'm taking too many of my "happy pills"!!! haha.... but as far as eating, I'm still very rigid about that. I'm eating, it's just that it all has to be "perfect". (HA!)
Yesterday was a "fat" day. I felt very, very huge! But I ate. I think I'm actually trusting God now. Here is my verse for today:
"...if you trust in the Lord, you will never miss out on anything good." Psalm 34:10 God has never ever let anyone down. He has never failed anyone or disappointed anyone. When we go through hard times we can feel as if He has, but just because we have problems doesn't mean He has let us down. This one spoke to me because I feel like getting well means I'll miss out on being skinny. But honestly, when I'm not trusting God is when I'm missing out. When I'm trusting Twister, I miss out on everything God has planned for me. So in reality, what reason do I have not to trust my Lord and Savior?

I have really been preaching to myself these last few days in my verses...let me share them with yall.

March 9, 2009:
"You will be a crown of splendor in the Lord's hand, a royal diadem in the hand of your God." Isaiah 62:3. This is where God is talking about giving Zion a new name. A lot of the time I only view myself as broken and worthless. When I know God sees different, that's the only way I can look at myself. If I would just look to Him, surrender my life, and every aspect of me to Him, maybe then I can start seeing what He sees when He looks at me. Which is beauty, splendor, and worthy of His own Son's precious blood.

March 8, 2009:
"Wake up, O sleeper, rise from the dead and Christ will shine on you." Ephesians 5:14. I've been spending too much time asleep. For over two years I've just been walking through life, basically sleep walking. When we finally wake up from the sin we've been living in, the fears we've been hiding from, and let go of the worthless things we cling to, we start to see God's light. We see it shine on us in everything we do. He starts working in our life. We see His hand everywhere, in everything, and we follow where He leads. It's like He is saying to us, "Rise and shine my beautiful one! It's time to live for me."

Today is doctor day. Hopefully everything goes ok. We're leaving here in about 30 minutes to go to Dr. Vance and then we'll have a little over an hour, then we'll go to the clinic. I think I've done better. It's just a struggle through every meal. But honestly, and I AM being honest, I'm actually calling on God now. I'm actually trying to calm down and let Him be God.