So already today hasn't been the best. I really don't know why. I think maybe some of it may be that my pageant dress fits me, and I'm kind of afraid that I'll gain too much weight before the pageant and won't be able to wear it. (which the pageant is tomorrow, it sounds stupid i know! and the dress is a 0). But I'm asking God to help me fight through today.
I realized something today: Like I've said before, I'm holding God's hand through this journey, but I think I'm still holding onto Twister's hand also. One hand is holding God's, and the other is holding Twisters. Although I'm not holding on as tight as before, I'm still holding on. I want to let go, but Twister has been a part of my life for so long it's very hard to let go. I need God to pull me away. No matter how hard I try to pull away, I can't. I may can for a little bit, but for me to get away from Twister forever... to fully recover, I have to let God pull me away. I have to let go, and let Him take over.
Hey girl! You are going to be great in the pageant! Maybe I can come see you in your next one! That would be great!! The dress looks great on you!
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