Today has been a little bit shaky. So far I have eaten all I'm suppose to, but I literally had to force myself. Last night was pretty hard.. as much as I hate to admit it, I gave into Twister. I don't know whats been going on. Hopefully I can get through today doing everything I'm suppose to. I'm pretty tired, I stayed up and watched the All-around gymnastics finals... I didn't care how late it was, I meant I was watching the whole thing!
But, going back to work yesterday was good. Although some of the kids can drive me crazy, I love it! It's so neat when I can actually teach a child something, it makes me feel really good! I have missed it so much, I'm glad to be back.
Kaitlyn, I am not even going to pretend to say I understand what you are going through but I do pray for you to have power and strength over this stronghold. Just remember that Satan is the real enemy and he is taking advantage of your eating disorder and using it against you. I am sorry that you are having to fight this battle. Don't give up!!!!
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like you are doing a good job. Don't be so hard on yourself. God has a plan for your life. Just hold on tight!!! I love you and miss you!