Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Big step backwards

Today was Dr. day, and it wasn't a very good one.
Everything went fine with my therapist, but the clinic didn't go so well. I lost quite a bit of weight, they put me back to going every week, and I can only work out 2 days a week for now. If I go back next week and have gained 1/2 of the weight back I can add another day, but if I've lost more or haven't gained any they're going to cut back more. I really didn't know I'd lost as much weight as I have. My dr. said it this just really shows that I'm not well yet, and I still have a very bad eating disorder. I'm still struggling pretty bad, I still haven't stood all the way back up yet.
I want to be free, but I just keep holding on.... I have to give this to God, I have to draw strength from Him.

Please keep my in you prayers!

1 comment:

  1. Hey girl! You can do this..Realize that you have more power over your mind than you think! God is always with you..Just keep your thoughts on him and pray that he make you a stronger person! You need to add my new blog name and delete that other one=)

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