Faith + Crisis = Strength

The last time I posted was Wednesday. I was having a VERY bad day. I was questioning God as to why all this was happening, I was actually getting a little bit mad at Him. But, I went to church Wednesday night and I really think He was answering me. Bro. Frank's sermon was titled Faith Requires a Crisis. Wow, that really hit home. I started to realize that I was kind of getting comfortable in my faith before all this started happening. I was stuck, my relationship with God wasn't really growing. I wasn't calling other people to Christ. I was just kind of stuck there. I believe that one reason God has allowed me to go through this trial is to make my faith in Him stronger. To make me more reliable on Him. To make me trust in Him more. You never really know how much faith you actually have until you go through a crisis. I want to come out of this stronger. A stronger person, a stronger Christian.
I've done better since Wednesday. I'm still struggling. I'm still not back where I need to be, but it's been better. Today has been pretty good because I got to workout. On workout days it seems like I do better. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. But, I'm trying to stay busy especially since I'm out of school. Right now I am designing some t-shirts for my nurses that I had in the hospital. I meant to make them some way earlier, but Mama is always so busy she just hasn't had a chance. But, hopefully she will soon. If not, I can still design them anyway.
That is the least I can do. My nurses were so nice! Every one of them were wonderful! I hope everyone has had a good week. Happy Friday!