Geometry.....

I really, really hate geometry. I mean, really!!!! I'm not doing well and so it makes me stress out. Which, as you know, makes me feel huge which makes me want to not eat. That's what happened today. I think when I get stressed about one thing, all my other stresses just starting pouring over into that one thing. I did fight through it. Very reluctantly, but I did. It was only with God's strength. Because believe me, there's no way I could have done it myself. I've already figured out the hard way I can't do it alone.
I'm studying a little in Matthew, and today I was reading where Jesus told His disciples to go out and preach His word. I know that's what I am suppose to be doing, so why am I spending so much time on myself? I need to go and share His love and grace that I have been freely given...
Anyway, needless to say, I'm still not doing that great. I am trying to stay on my nutrition plan so I don't end up back in the hospital in a few weeks. I've had a few moments where I really wanted to get well, and then they were taken away by my "fat feelings" and by Twister's critical words.