As you know, yesterday was Dr. day....
Everything went good with Dr. Vance, next week we are going to come up with a Thanksgiving plan. For people struggling with eating disorders, the holidays are a very hard time. For some reason almost every holiday has something to do with food, but to live a normal, healthy life again I am going to have to learn to enjoy the holidays. Maybe even someday enjoy the food! It's going to be something I'm going to have to fight through, a battle I will have to give to God.
The clinic..... I actually lost almost all of what I gained last week. I wasn't that surprised. The first few days after the clinic last week I did really bad, once I tried to get back on track I still didn't completely follow the nutrition plan. Me and Bonnie talked about a few things, and we just decided to try one more week on this plan with me following it, correctly. If I gain too much, or too little, we will adjust it. I'm willing to do it... I'm trying to daily put my trust and hope in God.
I've done good so far today! I'm finishing up with school and then I have a few things I need to do... then I guess I'll try to find something else that needs to be done. Gotta keep busy!
Daily Verse for yesterday:
"Praise be to the Lord my Rock, who trains my hands for war and my fingers for battle. He is my loving God and my fortress, my stronghold and my deliverer, my shield in whom I take refuge." Psalms 144:1-2
Today's verse:
"The Lord has appeared to us from afar, saying: 'I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving- kindness.'" Jeremiah 31:3
I don't think we will ever be able to fully grasp how much God really loves us....
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