Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Being captured by HIM

As you know, yesterday was dr. day. Things went good with Dr. Vance...the clinic not as good. I mean, it could have been better, but it could have been worse too. So I guess that's good :/
Anyway...I was down like point 5 something kilograms, basically I maintained. Bonnie didn't seem too mad about it. But, Dr. S seems like she's getting really frustrated. She said she feels as if they are doing all the work and I'm not trying as hard as I can. I'm at 76% of expected weight for height (remember, 75% is hospitalization). So....she really wants me to step it up. Bonnie is making me eat a little bit more :/
But you know what..I'm willing to prove them wrong. I'm going to do what they told me to do. I'm not going to have a bad mess up day like I did last week. I'm ready to be healthy. I'm ready to start working out and running. I'm ready to serve God. But He's not going to send me hungry.

Today's Verse:
"You are my hiding place. You keep me safe from trouble. All around me are your songs of being made free." Psalm 32:7. I know I've had those times, many times, when I just want to curl up in a ball and hide. I want to hide from Twister. From this world. From all the struggles and pain I go through on a daily basis. But what better place to hide than in the shadow of the Almighty? In His loving, caring arms? I'll admit, there has been times when I want to get away from Twister, but I end up hiding in him. But, if we would only hide in God. Our only true source of comfort and love. If we would allow Him to surround us with His love, strength, peace and comfort. If we would allow Him to break us free from our bondage and become captured in Him and His freedom.

Today has been very busy. I'm trying to catch up on school. Trying to get some things done for work. I need to go to the store. I need to go tanning. Oh, and I'm planning myself a big Sweet 16 party. So...I've been very busy today. That reminds me, I've gotta get back to work! haha...

1 comment:

  1. hey girl! i am glad you are being so determined! Just keep a great mindset and take each day one at a time! :) I hope your sweet 16 is great! love you lots!

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