Bones (again...), but I gotta get up

I'm struggling once again with not being able to feel my bones. For some reason, I find satisfaction by feeling and seeing my bones. Especially my ribs, hip bone, spine and collar bone. I've been struggling with this for the past few days but have been trying to fight through. It's been really difficult, but I've really been doing more stuff with my friends and I like that. I like not sitting at home on weekends anymore!! So I'm trying to keep telling myself that, I'm also reminding myself that I really want to play tennis.....and most of all, I'm reminding myself I have a life to live for my Savior. I'm doing pretty good, I've had mess ups here and there, but I'm trying to push through.

"Rise from the dirt! Free yourself from the rope around your neck." Isaiah 52:2. Maybe I've fallen a few times this past week, but I'm willing to let God pick me back up, dust me off, take off the rope that Twister ties aroud my neck and keep going. I have to get back up. I don't have time to sit in the dirt with those chains holding me down. I've got a life to live for the One who died for me. Just catching a glimpse of what He can do in my life is breathtaking. He is amazing and I know, that someday, He will do something amazing with me.