Thursday, September 11, 2008

Nothing new

Nothing has really changed. I feel like I've been posting the same thing the past few weeks. But, I'm still struggling... not as bad as before, but I still am. I babysat Preston yesterday (thats why I didn't post). One things for sure, when I'm babysitting I sure don't think about Twister! lol
She keeps me busy! I wish I could keep her, I guess I need to talk to Stefanie about that ;)
Today has been a little better, but I'm definitely not back on track yet. I thought that after this little relapse I could get right back up, it's not as easy as I thought it would be.
Sometimes God just seems so far away... but I'll hold tight to what I what I know, He's here and I'm never alone. Even when I'm really struggling, and really feel like I can't go on anymore (like now!) I know He's still here with me, even If I feel like He's far away, I've come to realize it's not Him, it's me thats far away.

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