It's been a while since I've posted, and I'm sorry about that.
But as some of you might have guessed, when I don't post a lot it either means I'm really busy or I'm not doing good. Well, this time it means I'm not doing good.
Since Wednesday I haven't been doing good. I've just really fallen back with Twister. I'm struggling really, really bad. And I'm giving into him. I feel kinda far away from God....that hurts the most. I'm afraid to ask for His strength because I'm not even sure if I would take it. My mind is going in a million different directions, I'm feeling a little depressed, and I'm just so confused. Am I headed for another big relapse?
Sounds like you are already there. You do WANT to get better dont you?
ReplyDeleteBTW: I like ring #2
Hang in there. Keep fighting. You may have turned from God, but He hasnt turned from you.