Saturday, December 6, 2008

Minor fall

So yesterday wasn't the best....
I hit a major thing in my recovery, which was a good thing. But, it scared me, very bad! Let's just say it was a bad day... I had quite a few meltdowns.

God showed me this verse, which was the one I sent out in my text. He warned me, but I still tripped. I don't know if I totally fell, but I do know I stumbled....
"Free me from the trap that is set for me, for you are my refuge." Psalms 31:4....He was telling me what was going to happen.. Twister was setting the trap and it was my choice as to how I would handle it. I didn't do that great. As the day went on, things went up and down. All in all, it was a bad day.
Today I am getting back on track. I'm still scared, but here is the verse I sent out today: "Do not gloat over me, my enemy. Though I have fallen, I will rise. Though I sit in darkness, the Lord will be my light." Micah 7:8...This relates to my situation from yesterday so much! I fell, but I want God to pick me back up. Yesterday I felt so alone and in the dark, but I want God to be the light that leads me out. Twister can be that light for only a short period of time. Soon, his light will fade away. He is only temporary relief. But God, He has an everlasting light. His light never fades away!
Oh, I almost forgot..... ROLL TIDE!!! :]

3 comments:

  1. So email me.
    How you doing today?

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  2. Kaitlyn, you are doing so good searching out and leaning on the Word of God!!! You are very grown up at such a young age. I am proud of you for fighting!!! Thanks for coming to see Sophie. I wish that I could have taken your picture with her but she was really acting crazy with the medication in her!! Love you! Aunt Sherrie

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  3. lOVE your new pics on Facebook! You're beautiful!

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