Fire

"This third one I will bring into fire; I will refine them like silver and test them like gold." Zechariah 13:9
This was my verse for today and God really spoke to me through it. God sometimes puts us through fires (mine being my eating disorder) and at times we feel like it can't get any hotter. At times we feel as if we can't see God through this fire. We feel as if He's left us in there to burn. But, some of us have to stay longer than others. He refines all of us in different ways, at different times. But the whole time we're being put through our fire, He is watching us. He will never leave us in there too long, but He also won't take us out until it's time. The whole time He is carefully and beautifully crafting us so that when it's time to take us out, we'll be made perfectly in His eyes.
I just really can't tell you how much this verse has spoken to me, God is AMAZING!!!!

I've still been doing about the same. Tonight is Scarred so it's going to be a little busy. I'm trying to get some school done, I think I'm going to get a new phone, I'm going to start tanning today, I need some things from the store, and then I have to get ready for Scarred!!! So far today I've followed the plan like I'm suppose to. It's still very hard, it's not easy. But, I keep remembering all the things I want to do with my life. It's time to pursue my dreams. To live for the One who died for me. I have to push through, even when the fire gets really, really hot.