Sparrows

Today is Dr. day again.
If I haven't gained enough weight to be above hospitalization range I will be admitted again. I honestly don't know whats going to happen. I've tried my hardest, I really have. I just hope my best is good enough. I've been really nervous and anxious about today because I have no clue what the outcome will be.
My Text Ministry verse today gave me comfort though. It's Luke 12:7 "The very hairs on your head are numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." I know God is with me. I know He is watching over me. I know whatever happens today He is with me. Jesus told me not to be afraid. I'm trying to listen to Him more!!
Alot of the time we feel like we're just a number in this world. We feel like we have to be "somebody" to be noticed, to be cared about, for someone to see us. But, we are special to God. If He sees each sparrow that falls to the ground, why do we get worried that He's not watching us? To me, this verse is like Jesus is saying "Why are you getting so worried? Why are you getting so stressed out? Just trust me. I know you. I'm watching you, and I'm not going to let anything happen to you."

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers today.
If I do go in, I'll probably get Mama or Kristen to post for me. If not, I'll be posting tomorrow.
I love yall!!!!!