Loooooong Time!!!

It has been a really long time since I posted, forgive me! ha
I don't have alot of time to write today, this Friday at Scarred Matt Pitt from the Basement is coming! This is a HUGE opportunity for us, God has truly blessed us and He couldn't have done it at a better time. Anyway, so we are preparing for that and I've been very very busy!

But...yesterday was doctor day. I went to Dr. Vance and then to the clinic. I gained, but not that much. I'm still on the same meal plan, still doing strength training. They moved me to every two weeks, and surprisingly, I didn't freak! I'm ok with it. I feel stronger. I feel like this time is different. I feel as if God has a plan for me and it's time to quit focusing on being anorexic and focus on what He has in store for me. Last night at the Basement Matt kept saying "What you do on earth echos in eternity." And I asked myself, if all I accomplish is being the "best anorexic", do I really want that to echo in eternity? Or do I want many crowns earned for following my Savior and the plan He has for me. Serving Him and being the woman He created me to be.
Ok, I need to get off of here I have so much stuff to do!!

Oh, if you live around me turn your radio to 93.7 WDJC tonight. Me and some of the SCARRED leaders will be on the Jon Waldon show talking about Scarred!!! Never thought I would ever be on the radio...wow!!!!! :D